Show me a good time.

awww yeah; i have a serious obsession w/ this man. Its like crazy! I swearrrr ; i'll never forget the day i was in the same room w/ this man April30,2010 ! his concert was AMAZING! omggg ilhimmmm ! but enough before i have a nervous break down.

:) so I think i completed at least 1 task on my new years resolution list & that was remaining beautiful . lmaooo. iknow it sounds pretty crazyyyy but "hey" at least i attempted to do somethingg.

But anyways lets get down to the "niddy griddy" & stop BS'ing ! MYLIFEEEEE; aha its been a crazy something; i been playing myself a lot lately when i know better . But i have also been running into a lot of Krama also. which is causing me to have an epiphany :) realizing what i have done & accepting the fact that its a "what goes around comes around " typa' situation is only making me stronger & a better person. After doing alot of thinking & a lot of "it may not be what you wanna hear, but I'ma keep it real" advise from some loved ones & friends, i truly understand the concept of right & wrong.

& by now i know you are probably thinking; wtf is this girl talking about?!!!!
But what happened to me, is something that really shouldn't be said over the internet where billions of people could access & see what your doing. But anyways to sum up my story & but it into appropriate terms just know that i am not an angel & i have hurt people to get to the person i wanted & the person i wanted ended up hurting me:/

but yeah, what goes around comes around. what goes up must come down. what goes in must come out. So just watch your actions , because Karma hurts in the worst way.

"How did i end up right here w/ you . after all the things that I've been through . Its been one of those days you try & forget about it ; take a shot & let it out. Lets get right. Now that i'm hear baby show me a goood timee. awweyeah awweyeah"

*gahhhh my randomness is crazyyy

Mwahhhxoxoxoxo Niaaa <3

New years resolution :p

"Character is the ability to carry out a good resolution long after the excitement of the moment has passed. "
Cavett Robert

Okay so, we all know new years is only right around the corner;
so i took the time to prepare this lovely little list of my resolutions :)

• Remain Beautiful:not really a resolution but you know i thought i'd add that in ; i mean what girl doesn't want to stay amazingly gorgeous ?! I guess what i'm trying to say is
  stay health & take care of my self .
• New word : Well see this is not really self explanitory so lets get more detailed shall we ?! Well I never took spanish a day in my life, i'm not spanish & nor do i have any spanish family. However my sister Camille has taken spanish & has taught me on word that i proudly say everyday. But see, its getting old. Especially when i say it to spanish people in school. Now they just look at me & roll their eyes ; when the used to look at me astonished ; like "Oh, Dios mío, ¿cómo se sabe que la palabra?" (oh my god how does she know that word[oh, and i googled how to say this by the way ]) so anyways; I need a new spanish word. A sentence would be nice, but a word is good for now. =)
• Job : Okay, pretty much self explanitory. I'm a teen , i have needs & wants . I wanna have my own money. Instead of running to "mama" everytime i need something. Its extremely annoying.
  
• Keep consitant good grades: alright so BOOM, im a pretty good student alright. But i don't work up to my potential because i'm an easily destracted person and along w/ that bad trait i'm a procrastinator . My final report card grades are always good but when the interm reports come out i always get on lock down. I need consitancy, some type of order or structure. Especially since i'm a junior in HS . What i'm saying is that i need a constant flow of good grades. Not some damn rollercoaster .
• Learners permit: I been procratinating this for months, as soon as new years day comes . I'm all about my books baby .
• Boys??: FUCK EM' ! lol . If i could get a 2 dollars for everyboy i waisted time on, i would be not rich; but pretty wealthy. They been my whoolleeeeee problem since 2010 even started. So i'm going into this new year w/ noone on my mind. Just me , myself & I .

That pretty much somes it up, i'm not trying to be on no "new year, new me " thats corny. Most people who even say that are on the same ish they been on for years, so its whatever. But hopefully i can stay on track this year & not let the losers get the best of me this time =)

2011 let the games begin :)
☮

Quick thoughts..

Its crazy how people change .
But i guess that's just how this simple minded world works.
Everything i thought i knew, i no longer know.
People i call "my bestfriends" or "close friends" change & i know i'm not perfect
because i know i have changed too; but i mean a complete 360.



Highschool ughhh.
Is ridiculous, EVERYBODY wants to be grown.
Thinks there doing something real w/ their lives because they had sex w/ such & such or because they sell drugs on the block.
I only been there for 2years & i'm ready to GO! Get the hell outta there & fast.
I miss the days when there wasn't any REAL drama, when we didn't have to pick and choose friends.
When everything was just simple..
I wanna go back there, to the days ...

-Nia

P.s. can't wait for new years :)